Post by coco on Mar 24, 2007 23:36:43 GMT -5
Title: I’d Lie
Disclaimer: I don’t own the show or any of its characters.
Author: Coco
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Set in season 3, a day in the life of Buffy’s mind.
I’D LIE
I hate this; I hate the way she makes me feel every time we are within an inch of each other. Whenever she is around I feel as if I can’t think of anything else but her hands roaming my body. The images roll through my mind of her kissing me up and down my stomach, the feeling of her tough in my mouth. No on knows about us so it isn’t like I could talk to anyone but her about and if she would ask me if something was wrong…I’d lie.
We’re sitting in the library and Giles is going over something, I’m not really listening…Faith is sitting right across from me. I watch her and I wondered if my friends notice me, they really aren’t that observant. I mean I am always looking at her, watching her, admiring her, wishing she would be kissing me like she was the night before. But if she asked me is I was thinking about her doing things I to me I can’t tell me mom about…I’d lie.
When she looks at me I quickly look away, like was burned by her stair and as I look away my hand accidentally knocks over one of the book and it lands on the floor with a thud. Everyone looks at me and I can see Faith out of the corner of my eye laughing, she isn’t hiding it well. “Buffy is something wrong?” Giles asks me worried. He’s is always worried about, man if he could only hear what I was thinking. “No,” I lie.
I tired of lying, I want out relationship out in the open but she doesn’t think it’s a good idea because I Angel. She wants me to stay with him so that he’ll keep helping us, she is afraid that if we announces our relationship than he’ll stop helping. But I just want to be able to hold her hand and kiss her in public. She always asks if it bothers me that we don’t show public affection and I lie.
Giles dismisses us and I walk out of the library leaving Willow behind, telling her I need to go to the bathroom and she say she’ll just meet me in math. I nod and then I leave. I know she’s following me; the low down tingle feeling always lets me know when she’s around. I’m walking into the bathroom and she quickly follows me inside. She locks the door behind her…is she expecting something out of me because I’m not that type of girl.
“Hey B,” she said as she moves closer to me. She backs me up against on of the bathroom stales. “You know I was watching you in the library today and I couldn’t stop thinking about last night,” a shiver runs down my body when she says that. I close my eyes and I can see her licking my stomach as she unclasps my bra. The way she played with my nipples was amazing; I had never been so turned on before in my life. “I could see you lying on my bed, sweating from what I was doing to you and I couldn’t help the arousal that came over me.”
I close my eyes as I feel her hand going up my shirt. “Faith-“
“Do you feel it too?” she asks me.
I snap my eyes open and look at her. I can see the lust in her eyes, the wanting and I know she sees them in my eyes too. “No,” I lie. I can’t do this anymore. I want to be able to hold her hold and kiss her without there being a locked door. “No, I don’t think I can do this anymore,” I lie once again as I move away from her.
“I thought you had to use the bathroom,” she says and I try not to listen to the crackle in her voice.
“I lied,” I said as I unlocked the door and left. I wanted to believe that that’s was the last I would see her under those circumstance but I know I’m laying to myself. I know that when we slay tonight we will end up at her apartment once again and I will lie to myself when I say I don’t want to be there. And once again I will lie to myself when I tell myself that I don’t love her because God knows that I do and that there is nothing in this world that would keep me away from her…not even my lying.
Disclaimer: I don’t own the show or any of its characters.
Author: Coco
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Set in season 3, a day in the life of Buffy’s mind.
I’D LIE
I hate this; I hate the way she makes me feel every time we are within an inch of each other. Whenever she is around I feel as if I can’t think of anything else but her hands roaming my body. The images roll through my mind of her kissing me up and down my stomach, the feeling of her tough in my mouth. No on knows about us so it isn’t like I could talk to anyone but her about and if she would ask me if something was wrong…I’d lie.
We’re sitting in the library and Giles is going over something, I’m not really listening…Faith is sitting right across from me. I watch her and I wondered if my friends notice me, they really aren’t that observant. I mean I am always looking at her, watching her, admiring her, wishing she would be kissing me like she was the night before. But if she asked me is I was thinking about her doing things I to me I can’t tell me mom about…I’d lie.
When she looks at me I quickly look away, like was burned by her stair and as I look away my hand accidentally knocks over one of the book and it lands on the floor with a thud. Everyone looks at me and I can see Faith out of the corner of my eye laughing, she isn’t hiding it well. “Buffy is something wrong?” Giles asks me worried. He’s is always worried about, man if he could only hear what I was thinking. “No,” I lie.
I tired of lying, I want out relationship out in the open but she doesn’t think it’s a good idea because I Angel. She wants me to stay with him so that he’ll keep helping us, she is afraid that if we announces our relationship than he’ll stop helping. But I just want to be able to hold her hand and kiss her in public. She always asks if it bothers me that we don’t show public affection and I lie.
Giles dismisses us and I walk out of the library leaving Willow behind, telling her I need to go to the bathroom and she say she’ll just meet me in math. I nod and then I leave. I know she’s following me; the low down tingle feeling always lets me know when she’s around. I’m walking into the bathroom and she quickly follows me inside. She locks the door behind her…is she expecting something out of me because I’m not that type of girl.
“Hey B,” she said as she moves closer to me. She backs me up against on of the bathroom stales. “You know I was watching you in the library today and I couldn’t stop thinking about last night,” a shiver runs down my body when she says that. I close my eyes and I can see her licking my stomach as she unclasps my bra. The way she played with my nipples was amazing; I had never been so turned on before in my life. “I could see you lying on my bed, sweating from what I was doing to you and I couldn’t help the arousal that came over me.”
I close my eyes as I feel her hand going up my shirt. “Faith-“
“Do you feel it too?” she asks me.
I snap my eyes open and look at her. I can see the lust in her eyes, the wanting and I know she sees them in my eyes too. “No,” I lie. I can’t do this anymore. I want to be able to hold her hold and kiss her without there being a locked door. “No, I don’t think I can do this anymore,” I lie once again as I move away from her.
“I thought you had to use the bathroom,” she says and I try not to listen to the crackle in her voice.
“I lied,” I said as I unlocked the door and left. I wanted to believe that that’s was the last I would see her under those circumstance but I know I’m laying to myself. I know that when we slay tonight we will end up at her apartment once again and I will lie to myself when I say I don’t want to be there. And once again I will lie to myself when I tell myself that I don’t love her because God knows that I do and that there is nothing in this world that would keep me away from her…not even my lying.
