Post by coco on Apr 22, 2007 14:12:32 GMT -5
Title: Miles Apart
Author: Coco
Disclaimer: I don’t own the show or any of its characters.
Pairing: Buffy/Faith
Rating: PG-13
Summary: A day in the life of Buffy’s mind
AN: Buffy’s POV, takes place after Dirty Girls.
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You know I always thought I was over her, that everything that happened between us was finished and I thought I moved on. But when I saw her in the cemetery tonight everything came rushing back and once again I felt like I was back in High School. Faith has always had that affect on me. But seeing her tonight, after I know that she stayed in jail even though she could have escaped gave me a new out look on her, that maybe just maybe things could go back to what they used to be…when she loved me and I loved her.
Our relationship was kept a secret, that was Faith’s idea not mine. I think she did it because I was still in High School and she didn’t want me to have to go through the alienation that comes with being gay in high school. But I told her I didn’t care the only people’s opinions that matter to me was the gang but she still said not, so we hide our relationship.
That time during the before the whole band candy thing, when I told my mom I was going to train with Giles and I told Giles that I was having dinner with my mom. I went to see Angel for a second because I needed to bring him stuff, he was still getting better and I hadn’t told Faith about him either. But later on I went to Faith’s and we just talked, she wasn’t her usual get some get gone self and I kinda liked it. I ended up falling asleep in her arms and when I woke up I jumped out of the bed and told her I needed to go before he became too late. And when I got home and my mom and Giles where waiting for me I couldn’t tell them were I was even though I wanted to.
The next day when I saw her I told her about Angel and that, that was were I was before I came over to her place. She seemed fine about it, but I think that’s because she didn’t know that whole Angel story because later on when Xander told her she freaked out on me when I came by her house. And when I saved him from her, lets just say we didn’t talk for while and it was the longest three days of my life.
Anyways back to the present. She’s here, Willow went to get her from L.A yesterday and they arrived tonight. I have been sitting on my bed for the past hour waiting for her to come to me but she hasn’t and I honestly don’t think she will. You see Faith is one of those people who won’t admit that they like someone, but I want her to admit it to me. I missed her so much. I think that’s why it never worked with me and Riley and that is why I could never truly love Spike, because deep down inside I still loved her.
That is why, to me, we could never get along. Because great loves aren’t easy and we just didn’t want to work at it. That is why she went to the mayor. I never told her I loved her and that I wanted to help her out, I wanted to be the one she ran to when she needed help, but she never ran to me, that wasn’t the type of person Faith was.
I move lower in my bed giving up on her, by now she would have come and I’m still alone in my room. I think its time for this slayer to get some sleep. As I drift off to sleep I think I hear the door opening but I know it is only my imagination playing tricks on me, making me think she is coming to me, but I know better so I close my eyes and let sleep take me over. But before that happens I feel someone hands go around my body and bring me closer to the other person’s body. My eyes snap opening thinking it is Spike but when I look behind me she is lying there with her eyes closed.
“I missed you B,” she mumbled before her breathing levels out and she falls asleep. I look away from her and close my eyes. She was gone but now she’s back and maybe things can finally get back to normal for me. No matter how far apart we were from each other out love never faded and for that I will be able to sleep easier from now I on because I know she still loves me and in the morning I will tell her that I still and always love her.
Author: Coco
Disclaimer: I don’t own the show or any of its characters.
Pairing: Buffy/Faith
Rating: PG-13
Summary: A day in the life of Buffy’s mind
AN: Buffy’s POV, takes place after Dirty Girls.
………….
You know I always thought I was over her, that everything that happened between us was finished and I thought I moved on. But when I saw her in the cemetery tonight everything came rushing back and once again I felt like I was back in High School. Faith has always had that affect on me. But seeing her tonight, after I know that she stayed in jail even though she could have escaped gave me a new out look on her, that maybe just maybe things could go back to what they used to be…when she loved me and I loved her.
Our relationship was kept a secret, that was Faith’s idea not mine. I think she did it because I was still in High School and she didn’t want me to have to go through the alienation that comes with being gay in high school. But I told her I didn’t care the only people’s opinions that matter to me was the gang but she still said not, so we hide our relationship.
That time during the before the whole band candy thing, when I told my mom I was going to train with Giles and I told Giles that I was having dinner with my mom. I went to see Angel for a second because I needed to bring him stuff, he was still getting better and I hadn’t told Faith about him either. But later on I went to Faith’s and we just talked, she wasn’t her usual get some get gone self and I kinda liked it. I ended up falling asleep in her arms and when I woke up I jumped out of the bed and told her I needed to go before he became too late. And when I got home and my mom and Giles where waiting for me I couldn’t tell them were I was even though I wanted to.
The next day when I saw her I told her about Angel and that, that was were I was before I came over to her place. She seemed fine about it, but I think that’s because she didn’t know that whole Angel story because later on when Xander told her she freaked out on me when I came by her house. And when I saved him from her, lets just say we didn’t talk for while and it was the longest three days of my life.
Anyways back to the present. She’s here, Willow went to get her from L.A yesterday and they arrived tonight. I have been sitting on my bed for the past hour waiting for her to come to me but she hasn’t and I honestly don’t think she will. You see Faith is one of those people who won’t admit that they like someone, but I want her to admit it to me. I missed her so much. I think that’s why it never worked with me and Riley and that is why I could never truly love Spike, because deep down inside I still loved her.
That is why, to me, we could never get along. Because great loves aren’t easy and we just didn’t want to work at it. That is why she went to the mayor. I never told her I loved her and that I wanted to help her out, I wanted to be the one she ran to when she needed help, but she never ran to me, that wasn’t the type of person Faith was.
I move lower in my bed giving up on her, by now she would have come and I’m still alone in my room. I think its time for this slayer to get some sleep. As I drift off to sleep I think I hear the door opening but I know it is only my imagination playing tricks on me, making me think she is coming to me, but I know better so I close my eyes and let sleep take me over. But before that happens I feel someone hands go around my body and bring me closer to the other person’s body. My eyes snap opening thinking it is Spike but when I look behind me she is lying there with her eyes closed.
“I missed you B,” she mumbled before her breathing levels out and she falls asleep. I look away from her and close my eyes. She was gone but now she’s back and maybe things can finally get back to normal for me. No matter how far apart we were from each other out love never faded and for that I will be able to sleep easier from now I on because I know she still loves me and in the morning I will tell her that I still and always love her.
