Post by coco on Mar 29, 2008 20:13:52 GMT -5
Dislcaimer: I don't own the show or any of it's characters.
Pairing: Buffy/Faith
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Broken
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I've hurt a lot of people throughout my life and most of these people i could have cared less about. But there was something about Buffy and the way she made me feel that made hurting her that much harder. When i was teamed up with the Mayor he wanted a lot of people died and i didn't mind doing it, yet when it came to Buffy i hesistated, and in that moment she defeated me. And i couldn't have felt happier. Because if anyone was going to defeat me i wanted it to be her, after all it would only be karmatic. I hurt her so she hurts me. Its the way the world works.
Right?
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
When i heard about her mother in prison i wanted so much to break out and hold her and let her know that everything was going to be okay. But i didn't because i knew that seeing me in that moment would only make her hurt more. I wasn't the one she wanted there, i wasn't the evil thing she needed. No that right belonged to Angel. He was her dark shadow, he was the one that she wanted to come to her at night when everything else was afraid.
He was her knight and i was okay with that because i knew.
I knew my time would come.
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
That's when then worse news of all hit me. Buffy was dead. Willow had came to LA to tell Angel and she decided to make a pit stop and tell me. She knew a long time about my feelings for her blonde friend and i'm surprised she never blew me in. In a great i think that's why Willow used to hate me so much. She didn't understand how i could be so open about the way i felt about her. The way Buffy would make me smile just by simply thinking about her and the things she does.
So of course when she saw me cry upon hearing about her death she was shocked. She didn't laugh, all she did was put her hand against the glass and told me that she would make everything better. At the time i didn't know what she meant.
At the time i didn't know what she was capable of.
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Wesley was the one that convinced me to break out of jail, if he never would have came i don't think i ever would have left. And little did i know how grateful i would be for that. After i helped them bring Angel back Willow came and got me and told me that i was needed in Sunnydale. That the end of the world was coming, and that they didn't have much time. When i arrived in Sunnydale the first place i wanted to go was a cemetry not because i knew there would be vamps to kill but because i knew that was were Buffy would be and i so desperatly needed to see her.
So when i saw her with Spike, let's just say my heart sank.
It wasn't until later that night when i needed a place to sleep and i was getting ready to take bunk up on the floor did Buffy come up to me. "What are doing?"
"Getting ready to pass out B, what's it look like?" I told her, not even looking up. I was just lying out the blankets and getting ready to say goodnight to one f**ked up day.
"Your bed is upstairs," she told me and i couldn't help myself but to look at her this time. And when i did i saw Willow standing behind her, on the stairwell with Kennedy and a smile. So i guess Red did tell after all.
"No, down here's is fine." I said not believeing what i was hearing.
"You belong upstairs," she said grabbing my arm and bringing me to her height. "With me," she continued as she pulled me along, up the stairs, to her room. "Where you always belonged," she had said as she closed the door behind us.
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
That night was the best night of my life. We didn't f**k, we didn't have sex, and we didn't make love. She just held me in her arms as we slept. I never expected it to happen. But then again they say you can't find love, that it finds you. And love definatly found me that night and i couldn't have been happier.
"What you doin'?" I hear from behind me. Dropping my pen i close my diary and look towards the door way of my room. Buffy is standing there with her arms crossed over her chest. After Sunnydale fell we moved into a mansion somewhere in the middle of nowhere.
We had slayers to train after all.
We were still close enough to Cleveland in case something happened. Closing my diary i stand. "Nothin' just writtin'" I say walking closer to her. Once i was close enough to her she wrapped her arms around me smiled as i leaned my head against her shoulder. "Class time?" I ask.
I feel her nod against me. "You and Angel are taking them out tonight," she said.
"Great," i said letting my hand run down her body to her swollen stomach. One thing Buffy was always afraid of was that she wasn't going to be able to have children. So when i suggested to her, after all i wanted to be better than my moter, she was more than willing to comply. We even got Xander to be the doner. Looking up into her eyes i see her smiling face and i can't help the simle that crosses my face.
"Who knew you could such a softy?" She says and i just laugh.
"That's only for you to know," i comment before i bring my lips to hers in a loving kiss. One that i have shared with her one numerous occasions. This is the way things were supposed to be...all along.
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Songs: Broken by Seether ft Amy Lee
Pairing: Buffy/Faith
...........
Broken
..........
I've hurt a lot of people throughout my life and most of these people i could have cared less about. But there was something about Buffy and the way she made me feel that made hurting her that much harder. When i was teamed up with the Mayor he wanted a lot of people died and i didn't mind doing it, yet when it came to Buffy i hesistated, and in that moment she defeated me. And i couldn't have felt happier. Because if anyone was going to defeat me i wanted it to be her, after all it would only be karmatic. I hurt her so she hurts me. Its the way the world works.
Right?
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
When i heard about her mother in prison i wanted so much to break out and hold her and let her know that everything was going to be okay. But i didn't because i knew that seeing me in that moment would only make her hurt more. I wasn't the one she wanted there, i wasn't the evil thing she needed. No that right belonged to Angel. He was her dark shadow, he was the one that she wanted to come to her at night when everything else was afraid.
He was her knight and i was okay with that because i knew.
I knew my time would come.
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
That's when then worse news of all hit me. Buffy was dead. Willow had came to LA to tell Angel and she decided to make a pit stop and tell me. She knew a long time about my feelings for her blonde friend and i'm surprised she never blew me in. In a great i think that's why Willow used to hate me so much. She didn't understand how i could be so open about the way i felt about her. The way Buffy would make me smile just by simply thinking about her and the things she does.
So of course when she saw me cry upon hearing about her death she was shocked. She didn't laugh, all she did was put her hand against the glass and told me that she would make everything better. At the time i didn't know what she meant.
At the time i didn't know what she was capable of.
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Wesley was the one that convinced me to break out of jail, if he never would have came i don't think i ever would have left. And little did i know how grateful i would be for that. After i helped them bring Angel back Willow came and got me and told me that i was needed in Sunnydale. That the end of the world was coming, and that they didn't have much time. When i arrived in Sunnydale the first place i wanted to go was a cemetry not because i knew there would be vamps to kill but because i knew that was were Buffy would be and i so desperatly needed to see her.
So when i saw her with Spike, let's just say my heart sank.
It wasn't until later that night when i needed a place to sleep and i was getting ready to take bunk up on the floor did Buffy come up to me. "What are doing?"
"Getting ready to pass out B, what's it look like?" I told her, not even looking up. I was just lying out the blankets and getting ready to say goodnight to one f**ked up day.
"Your bed is upstairs," she told me and i couldn't help myself but to look at her this time. And when i did i saw Willow standing behind her, on the stairwell with Kennedy and a smile. So i guess Red did tell after all.
"No, down here's is fine." I said not believeing what i was hearing.
"You belong upstairs," she said grabbing my arm and bringing me to her height. "With me," she continued as she pulled me along, up the stairs, to her room. "Where you always belonged," she had said as she closed the door behind us.
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
That night was the best night of my life. We didn't f**k, we didn't have sex, and we didn't make love. She just held me in her arms as we slept. I never expected it to happen. But then again they say you can't find love, that it finds you. And love definatly found me that night and i couldn't have been happier.
"What you doin'?" I hear from behind me. Dropping my pen i close my diary and look towards the door way of my room. Buffy is standing there with her arms crossed over her chest. After Sunnydale fell we moved into a mansion somewhere in the middle of nowhere.
We had slayers to train after all.
We were still close enough to Cleveland in case something happened. Closing my diary i stand. "Nothin' just writtin'" I say walking closer to her. Once i was close enough to her she wrapped her arms around me smiled as i leaned my head against her shoulder. "Class time?" I ask.
I feel her nod against me. "You and Angel are taking them out tonight," she said.
"Great," i said letting my hand run down her body to her swollen stomach. One thing Buffy was always afraid of was that she wasn't going to be able to have children. So when i suggested to her, after all i wanted to be better than my moter, she was more than willing to comply. We even got Xander to be the doner. Looking up into her eyes i see her smiling face and i can't help the simle that crosses my face.
"Who knew you could such a softy?" She says and i just laugh.
"That's only for you to know," i comment before i bring my lips to hers in a loving kiss. One that i have shared with her one numerous occasions. This is the way things were supposed to be...all along.
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Songs: Broken by Seether ft Amy Lee
